JD 45.
No shame in asking. It just means that you are looking after your money. I would start looking on the web. There are lots of African outfitters who have to reduce their herds for one reason or another. They will be glad to hear from you. If they are not that is their problem.
Check for example the link below.
https://www.discountafricanhunts.com/hunts/beginners-african-hunting-safari-package.html

Good hunting,
Brian